i suppose to go church but i very tired lar, so dint go lor.

Wah sigh, everything is over.

So boring now. No hao xi kan lia0x. Bye.

9:40 AM,

Today supposed to be parents conferencing day, but still no school^^. So bored.

My dad allowed me to play the computer. Yay. It is suppose to be holidays lia0x, but next week all the primary six still have school [Supplementary lessons] ! Sigh.

I am so bored!! .. Suppose to be studying now. . Bye.

10:32 AM,

Sigh. Long time no blog lia0x. You know why? cuz my parents don't allow me to play the computer=((

Many things happened. Like yesterday got my 1.6km run-walk. I was the 12th!!

Like something about Ciwen. Long story. Don't wish to tell.

I am so irritated by.. Someone. Never mind.

Sigh. Signing off.

PS. I got damn low for my exams=((((((((

9:25 PM,

Sigh.

I guess i was just too busy to plan of revenge on SOMEONE. Sigh

And i DIDN'T cry on Friday, and i WASN'T sad. I'm not so stuck up to you.

My mum bought a thick maths book.

And you might find it a joke but you know Ciwen doesn't even know how to spell alot of VERY simple words which even a primary two might know.

Haha. Next time when you boast, i make sure. you get into. Alot of trouble. Haha.

Don't believe? Watch me. I'm coming. And its personal.

7:00 PM,

Oh hey Ciwen, yea, I'm a bitchy bitchy bitch and i'm not afraid to say it

Oh yea, Amanda, you hate me rite? so? sometimes i don't really care. ok? get it?

So? all my friends sucks and none are trustable. I know it.

Ciwen, just yesterday i was still your friend but kinda because of Amanda, now i don't think you are.

And Amanda did something bad behind my back right? Well look.

I don't care get it?

Cuz my life just really sucks and i don't care about anything anymore.

Sigh. I know. I'm a bitch, and i admit it.

Well, Ciwen and Amanda go ahead, say ALL the bad things you want to. Cuz i don't care. I wish i get on to a better Sec school where my friends would be better than you people.

I hope that is 100% sure. Well, my life is just.

1.Sorrows.
2.Untrustworthy friends.
3.Freaking friends.
4.Backstabbing friends.
5.Horrible.
6.Terrible.
7.Depression
8.Sad
9.Angry
10.I'M A FREAKING BITCH.

Siigh.. Well the funny thing is when i am angry or sad, i will just scratch my hand really really hard and try to make it bleed(which obviously failed many times)

Ciwen and Amanda, my final conclusions are. I don't care. Say all you want....

1:23 PM,

hey, siigh, quite sad.

I'm in school waiting for my napfa now. so damn long lehx.

I'm bored, and i really hate this person who i mentioned in my previous post which i said i'm thinking of a b'dae present 2..

I'm not giving that person any b'dae present at all. cuz i changed my mind. too bad.

Signing off bye.

3:05 PM,

siigh, got back my science=(( got onlii 59!! Siiighhhh, so dead larhx.

Kayz, so lets see. What happened todae.

We went back to the oirginal seats liaox=)) i kinda like sitting wif Amanda and Ciwen.. =)) Yayz!
Gawd, oh yesh=) next next week is gonna be holidays liaox x)) and this friday is holiday fer mii... Oh yesss.. But still got 2 study lehx x(( hate studying. Siighh

So, todae Vanessa got me drenched during recess, cuz i sprayed her first.. Haha.

I was still thinking of a b'dae present to gif to mahh friends.. So this is the list i made;

1.A packet of bubblegum [lol!]
2.An op pencil case
3.A keychain
4.A handphone strap

Err... i'm out of ideas x(( ... siigh. My mind not working some of these days.

And this is fer the person who i'm giving the present to: you know you are the shittiest person in the whole wide world?

I gif yer a clue, the person's b'dae is on sum where near school holidays x))
All yer guess submit in the cbox=)

This month i'm terribly sad =(( siiiiiighhhhhh.

Yesterday i went Church, got computer duty again.. But the duty is gonna end next wekk =(( sighh.. got no more duty liaox.

4:51 PM,

Siigh.. Yesterday went to cell, Pearlyn and Serene not there lehx =(( . Quite boring larhx, so i was talking to rebekah.

Still angry with Christie.

Today, my dad made me study more=(( Oh yea, i changed the skin cuz the previous one was just a temporily one lar.

Siighhhh... Still quite sad of something larhx.

7:17 PM,

Chinese exams got a stinking 71.5/100 for the main paper!! and with the chinese listening i got 84/120.. Arghh!.

Siiiighhhh.....

Now i am on the school computer.

I failed my maths!... siigh.

Oh yes, Christie, you hate me right?

And guess what, i good news for you !!

I hate you too

And so what? i didn't know such bitches can get full marks.. or...

God was just on your side.

Haha. my foot. Christie, you're the most unreasonable person [Or as i can say bitch] ...

And alot of people from our class hates you=)) haha. I am like sooo happy. Haha.

Stupid blogskins!! just can't load.. i really need to change my blogskin! Siigh.

1:38 PM,

Oh yes!! Exams are over=)) wah sigh... I got my English back liaox. Only got 21/30 for MCQ, so bad larhx, and close passage only got 8/15!!! Arghhhhhhhh... Ciwen beat me for close passage lehx!!

Siiighhh

Haven't got my handphone yet=(( Oh yes about the maggots, it is because of Gladys' locker that lian lei my locker lehx.. My locker got maggots' eggs!! So damn disgusting.. Eww... I am disgusted. In Gladys' locker gort food, it turn black liaox! Ew.

Todae Science is just quite difficult.

"What holds the plant cell and gives its shape?
"Cell wall"

I damn bad at it larhx... ah ya.

"Who got full marks for transformation/synthesis?"
"Mee"

And guess who? It actually was Christie. Wah lao. Even Ysabel said

"a bitch can get full marks? I didn't know that"

Haha, and i onlii gort 4/10 lehx!... Siigh

3:08 PM,

Ok, i'm not going to say any of my secrets here or to my friends anymore cuz some people are just.. non-trustable

So i am, absurd, crazy, foolish, idiotic, irritional, silly, unintelligent, dense, dim, dull, obtuse and slow person...

all the descriptions of me is true.. i wished i could name the people i hate but i can't. YOu know why? When some big-mouths reads my blog than tip-off the person, than next.. the cat is let out off the bag.

Arghhhhh....I FOUND MAGGOTS IN MY LOCKER TODAY!!

I'm so freaking gonna fail my Maths

And, anyways, i'm creating another blog to hold ALL my secrets.. Obviously, i won't give it out..

7:16 PM,

Oh hey Ciwen, i'm the sucking, ugly, fat, stupid irritating bitch whom you can't stand. I got more friends than you, and so, you hated me??And just b'cuz i used to have a boyfriend.. [Note the USED]

Can i cut in?

Do you really think you are worth for boys to snatch for and fight for? and now you act like sooo many boys like you.. I puke. And so? you indirectly called me ugly, and i can accept that, but now you are way too far.

And so? just in case you haven't noticed, you have a very bad attitude, like you think you are so prefect.. no one is perfect..

Even Amanda says you try to act love sick like by saying, So many choices of boys to choose, and i don't know who to choose haha.. right.

Ciwen- Thinks she is perfect, smart, pretty, perfect family, nice everything. And too bad i think your only friends are Aloycia and Joyce..

Gosh, Ciwen thinks she is better than me in everything..

And remember the time, i gave you Joseph's number? You messaged him, and than? flirt with him? and so? was i really angry at you? err... NO..

And than, i took issac's number and you became so angry at me that you didn't even talk to me, right, did i even messaged him? did i say can i flirt with you? to Issac? NO. I didnt, and you?

Arghhhhhh, why is this world so sucky? why is god so unfair to let me go to RGPS? Or why is god unfair to make me even born in Singapore??

I got lots more of things to say, but i'll stop.

7:00 PM,

sighh, i suddenly thought of the days in CCK Cell.. Kinda missed it. The days when, we went to the playground after kidslot and played catching and ice and melt, like the girls against the boys. [But usually, my sis, Serene, Pearlyn and Joseph would talk.. But i onli sometimes.. Hehe] And when we were suppose to go back, we would all raced back=)) but i still remembered Joseph, Roy or Ben would always win.. Haha. (onli if sometimes i cheated, than maybe i won.. haha) Anyways now is in Holland, the playground is soo far from the house.. But we went there on Friday, it was quite fun, that is until the boys and girls were fighting for territory.. Hahax.

*sighhh* I really missed Primary 4.. The year, when, my friends were always there for mii=)) and it was still in CCK cell larhx. Oh yes, that time, I kinda treated Joseph like mahh enemy.. Haha, and my sis usually talk to Joseph only.. Haha.. But since the end of Primary 4, i treated Joseph like mahh good friend=)) and we always talked larhx.. But nowdays, i don't talk to him liaox, only Pearlyn or Hannah.. arghhh.... Well, here i am blabbering bout 2dae.

Went to church, got Computer system.. Oh yea, i kinda like that duty.. And especially when the games got leftover snacks, Anthony would take it, and i would take it from him.. x)) haha... Tmr got Eng Paper.. So scared larhx. Anyways, signing off byeeeeee...

7:56 PM,

This is for the so called "Perfect" Ciwen.

Yeah, Ciwen, i am the most unperfect person in the whole wide word and i am such a sucking bitch, i'm the ugliest person you've ever met....

I met you last year, and when i was sitting with you this year, i could tell you hated me so much, so much that you badmouthed me to many other people, and don't think i don't know that.
Ciwen- desperate for a boyfriend, wants revenge on me, flirtatious and trying to make many other people hate me.

Did i get right? no, there is much more to add. So when i became your good friend this year, you kept trying to be better than me, trying to get people to hated me.

There's much for me to say and complained about you. So? you started madmouthing me, and putting me down by saying that i was very stupid ugly and you were the one in the limelight.. I despised the way that you thought you were perfect, [now there's a clue who is the one i was writing about in my previous post] i dint really care, i heard from someone that you were jealous of me cuz of something, i didn't really care. ?

I am abit problematic some of this days. Like for example, Rebekah. Had another fight wif her. Gosh.

Cuz some sucking bitches can't get their own life, one very good example is right under my nose... Arghhh..

I've made some people life miserable, like joseph's. arghh.. Am i a jinx? i hate my life, i hate myself.. I am the most suckiest person in WHOLE WIDE WORLD I wished i never exiisted.

7:11 PM,

You think you are so clever, smart, pretty and good. And in fact you think, you've the best in everything.So? i don't realli bother if you say i'm ugly,fat or i suck, cuz i agree i do..

So, can i ask you something? did you remember the time, you actually, flirted with... somebody? and was i angry at you? no. And Joan told me you were Jealous that i got more friends than you.

Maybe you just need to stop thinking that you were... perfect .. So? do you know that many people in the class hates you? i bet you don't know that.. You were just to busy with thinking that you rock, or anything. Cuz i don't care anymore.

My life just sucks and if you could have a taste of my life, than dont't. everything from me was taken away... I just hate my life, i rather die. I wish i got better friends like Joan is ok but.. you. no one would like you as a friend, cuz you were always hurting their feelings.

If there was a direct line to Heaven, i'l walk straight there, if there wasn't, i will just fall to hell.

5:54 PM,

todae dint go to school again... cuz my stupid eye infection still there larhx. i feel like poking it.. Changed my layout again.. The previous one, don't really like it that much.. This one is ok.. Well at least until i find another nicer layout.. And i still think it is kinda true that SOME but not all teenagers act cool.. Like A.C.B.C people.. (act cool buae cool) --> anyhow spell.. *buae is a hokkien word and in english is Act cool NOT cool.. lol... haiz... today dunno what to do larhx .. i wake up so early, still need to study like siao... argh.. c ya.

7:31 AM,

this week just sucks.
1.Exams are coming
2.My sis and joyce.. Very bad lahx. Long story.
3.Something happened to me
4.An idiotic person who tagged in my cbox.. Read it.
Arghh!!! Something really embarrasing happened to me yesterday. Argh, don't wish to talk about it... kristen,joyce and esther.. well i've got a plenty to talk about you three... since you think Sam sucks, so i think you are just three freaking pathetic wannabe retards bitches.. you three think you are so cool? i guess not and i KNOW you three are not even popular not even close... i don't care if any of you read this i really don't care. cuz you are all just loser, cowards and people who replaces my sis name wif sam. Fine, you want to fight har? come on!!! i am difinitely not scared of you three bimbos. U say that Sam spy on u.. if u three noes alot of info about her that means YOU are the ones who are spying... Kristen and Esther (not joyce cuz she said she is not afraid my sis name) are just two freaking wimps! FINE YOU WANT TO SAY ABOUT MY SIS HOR? then say her name lar!! don't say SAM!! if you use that name to replace my sis name; its very easy, you two are just COWARDS, WIMPS AND IMBECILE BIMBO! i don't want to be nasty but you three have given me no choice and NO CHOICE AT ALL!! at least I AM NOT AFRAID TO SAY THAT THE THREE PERSON I AM TALKING ABOUT IS KRISTEN ONG XIN RU, ESTHER LEE MEI HUI AND JOYCE CHING NGAI ZHI!! and i will hate you three forever.. and watch me, if you force me to the extreme, i WILL GET MY REVENGE! NOT ONLY FOR MY SISTER BUT FOR ME. C'MON!! YOU WANT TO FIGHT??!! I DON'T MIND YOU KNOW? I'M NOT SUCH A WIMP OR A COWARD OR A BIMBO AT LEAST. and i can't stand you people trying to think you are so COOL,POPULAR OR ETC. ETC. i don't care!! cuz you are not COOL,POPULAR OR WHATSOEVER! and joyce i can be like you too, sometimes very very nice but such times VERY NASTY AND EVIL... i can't stand all three of you! cuz you three are the most unreasonable bitches i ever seen, trust me, no one would like you as a fren but not now when you grow up to show your true colours someday.. and even though you three may have lots of lots of frenz now, but you will lose it, someday wif your stinking attitudes... and all three of you listen!! many and i repeat MANY people (which is uncountable) say you three sucks!

7:21 PM,